Issues, daddy ones

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What's up guys? Welcome to the PBP podcast where we give our unsolicited opinions point blank period. I'm Hannah. I'm Sydney. Thank you guys so much for being here today. Even though we probably shouldn't be recording because it's Full Moon Lunar Eclipse today, and we're in Mercury Retrograde

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Jesus Christ. It's fucking terrifying. What

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a fucking day

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it's fucking terrifying. If you've been listening to our episodes for a while since the beginning, you have been through every Mercury Retrograde with us and you've heard our struggles and our troubles and it's real fucking shit for me and Hannah three we've been through three together three already and every single one of them has been horrible. Yeah. It mainly like for you. It's like technology. Yeah, like technology always fucking fills us during retrograde. And then for me people die and like I just me and my boyfriend fight and it's just like the worst thing ever. It's terrible.

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But knock on wood. It's been not bad. Yeah,

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not this time around I'm actually kind of surprised like nothing major. Which Jesus fucking Christ. Please don't send nothing my way. I don't I don't want it. I don't need it. But I've been crying. Just just thinking about like the worst shit ever. Like I'll be sit on the couch like oh my god, my mom's gonna die one day and I'll fucking start boohoo and and like, that's not something you typically try to sit around and think about. Yeah, so these it's, I guess you could call them intrusive thoughts. In my mind, and I've just been sobbing.

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I get those like thoughts like, I'm gonna die one day. Yeah, in the shower. I just sit. I'm like standing there. And I'm like, Holy fucking shit. I'm gonna die one day,

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literally. And like, those usually don't happen to me unless it's like PD related, like when I'm driving. But, like today, I went to the tanning bed before I came here, standing in there, and I was like, all of these bulbs are gonna literally electrocute me in like, 30 seconds and I got out. I was like, I gotta get out.

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I got some final destination shit. Yeah, I was like,

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trying to lay 20 minutes and I ended up only doing 15 Because my brain was like, Yeah, time to get out now because you're finna die. Yeah. Anyways, that's how it's going for me this go around.

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So the full moon is going to be in Scorpio. And Scorpio is like an intense, you know, sign. And you're like the it's like the it's the moon. Yeah. Okay, Taurus. We're in Taurus right now. And it's moving into Gemini and your south node is in Taurus. And the North it's in north node right now. So it's the exact opposite of yours.

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Scared? You know, Hannah texted me the other night. She's like, Bitch, you're gonna you aren't gonna fucking believe this. Like, I'm literally fucking shook. I lost my fucking mind. And then she sends me she has the break shit down when she sends it to me when it comes to like astrology, astrological signs and all that shit. And I'm like, what's happening like it? What am I going to do? Like, what am I supposed to do? And handles like you have to manifest? We have to manifest and I'm like, Okay, what? What do I do? Like, hold on, I'm

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gonna look up some rituals to get my

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fucking crystals. Like, let me sit them out in the moonlight tonight. Like I'm ready. So um, we take this shit seriously? Because like you can you can choose to believe in it or not. And that's fine. Like I get it's a big thing for people to wrap their minds around. But Hannah and I are speaking from personal fucking experience. For sure. This should affects us.

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Yeah. And like, astrology is one of the oldest things like study ever. Like it's very old. It's very ancient. And why people don't believe it. I don't know.

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Yeah, I think mainly, I can see why people would be like, that's everything shifted by the planet. Like I get that like that probably at one point before like, you and I became really close. And I like started to look into it more. I probably was like, I don't know, like, I probably was probably on the fence but like now, I'm like, Oh my god. The fucking planets are out of alignment. We everybody stay home. I believe everything about it. Absolutely. And like if I'm crying or if I'm like, feeling sorry for someone or if I'm like, such a fucking cancer.

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You really are the you're very like big empath.

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I really am. It's exhausting. I'm not I know. I know. I know. It's just wild because you fit Aquarius so well. And I fit cancer so well. Yeah, it's like, I think we're prime examples of like, this shit is true. The shit really is. I don't know if it's always 1,000% onpoint but a lot of the times it is

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definitely so definitely it's like water signs have like the most feelings.

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It's really really I'm tired like I'm Tired of sucking caring about everyone as much as I do, and caring about their goddamn feelings? And I'm just I'm sick of it.

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I really am me. I'm just like, Fuck your feelings. Yeah. We

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balance each other at each other out in that aspect. And like the other day, like, I have a friend at work who was like very, very like, he's not gay, like, he's straight as fuck, but he's so in tune with women and like, he knows how to talk to women. He knows how to understand their feelings. And I don't know how to explain it. But like, we were talking the other day, and he was just like, well, how is how was your weekend? Like, have you had a good weekend? Like, how are things like how's your anxiety? Like, he gives a fuck like about people around him?

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Yeah. Especially when he gives off like feminine like divine feminine energy he does and

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like he'll send me articles about Roe v. Wade, and he's like, I'm so scared for you and my my girlfriend like, he gives a fuck. It's big dick energy. Yeah. And so I texted him the other day. I'm like, I need you to read his birth chart. I literally made this man call his mom and get the time that he was born. I was like, Wait, right now, as I call your mother,

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this is important. Information.

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I don't think he necessarily believes in it, because he doesn't truly understand it. But he like sat down and he was like, Well, what did your friends say about my birthday? Like I'm intrigued and I was like, Well, I figured out why you are the way you are. Like, and it's not a bad thing. So yeah, we definitely take a lot of interest in what was

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his? I can't remember. Aries. Aries, right.

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Maybe I know he was a Leo moon. Yeah. Which we were like,

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I think I think he's I think he was an Aries. Okay.

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I don't you have cancer in there somewhere.

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I think he was cancer rising. Cancer rising. Yeah. So he probably gives off like very much he probably comes off as a cancer.

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He does. I think that's why him and I like, get along. So well. And Kim become such good friends because he really is an empath. Like he's really like he gives a fuck yeah, so

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yeah. And like, I think his Venus or his Venus sign. Was it in Taurus,

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maybe so.

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But, like, that's the best placement to have because either Taurus or Libra because they are ruled by Venus. It just makes sense. If you're, you know, the Zodiac is in that planet. It's ruled by that planet. It's the best placement to have

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such a good guy. Like he really is such a great person. So shout out to him. Um, but yeah,

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so sorry for that, you know, that just went sideways.

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It was coming eventually on this on this show. Like,

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I mean, we had to talk about it. It's been talked about such

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a huge part of our lives and like our friendship that like eventually it was going to turn into a conversation on on the show. Yeah, and

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Jordan is an Aquarius, bro. Don't

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even get me fucking started on it. But Aries men are

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so much different than women.

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I am absolutely terrified of Aquarius men. Like I love my boyfriend but Jesus Christ.

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If you ask probably if you ask a woman, like who they like the most, it would be Scorpio Capricorn Aquarius and Gemini men as

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men for me. It's literally the audacity of Aquarius men for me and you like if you you broke down Jordans birth chart to me that day and me and you like our jaws? Were on the fucking

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floor? Yeah,

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he's a Gemini rising to we were literally like, holy shit.

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Like, this is Jordan. to a tee. Even he said something about like his entertainment or bro. Like,

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and he was and he was even like, holy shit.

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He was. He was like, You gotta be fucking kidding me right now. Like no. So this is why I'm fucking afraid of you. Birth charts don't lie like me and Jordan couldn't be more opposite. Like we really couldn't. Yeah, but you know, opposites attract sometimes.

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Yeah, not No, no, but always but But anyways, how's it going?

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It's going good sis. I don't I feel like the past couple episodes. I haven't really had much to report like I'm just just chilling. Doing the same old shit work in giving the fuck about this podcast? I'm trying to help you make it blow up and

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yeah, sir third week in a row.

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I hate to fucking toot our own horns or whatever. But our content the past

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few weeks, Sire. Fire like Absolutely. And I know you're angry.

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Because first of all the the drunken episodes, the two part episode that had so much good feedback, and it was mostly for men. Yeah. Which was kind of funny. And I told him and I was like, I think they're listening because they're afraid they're gonna they're terrified. One of the ones that we expose In our damn which the ones that we got feedback from by the way, guys, none of those DMS were you? Yeah, as far as I'm aware, so yeah, it was it was really good. And like, I think after that it just gave us like this boost of confidence to like, keep going. And like keep the it's juicy content if you ask me like, I hate to use such a cheesy word, but that's literally what it is. It is. And people love that shit. And then I had tea is tea. We got the tea over here, the hot tea um, and then Andy coming on our last episode she did great. Shout out to you Andy. Like it was so much fun having you on and like hearing your point of view on things. And that title really real Jarwin didn't it? It really did. Cheating saved her relationship, which i i think is different. But you know, everybody, everybody has their own ways in their relationships and whatever works for one person might not work for the next and I think that's really been on theme for the PvP in the past few episodes. Yeah, I

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think like, as we have said before, we want to get other people's opinions and hear them out on what they have to say about certain topics.

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That's the thing is like, We love talking on here. We really fuckin do. But like, Y'all can talk to.

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I want to hear like, I want to hear some juicy shared. Yeah, that's not

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me. Right? Yeah, that's what I'm saying. So like, you know, we had another girl reach out to us, and she wants to come on the show, which we're gonna have that in the works. And this is someone who has, like, different opinions than us when it comes to certain things. So, but I think that's good. I think it's good to have like, a constructive conversation with somebody who sees differently than us. Because we've not done that before. Well, it's good to have

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dialogue between two different opinions.

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So we've just got like, good content, like stacked up, like we're just gonna keep going like all no brakes really read. Or just go on. So if you are enjoying it. Thank you, because Thank you trying really fucking hard. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, but how are you so good.

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With Mercury retrograde? I've been feeling like a little tired. You know, you know, it takes like, the energy and right out of you. Yeah, but I've been trying to grind but. But you're grinding? It's been

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PBP Duly noted.

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Yeah. Duly noted. Just come in. She you're deep

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and doing some research for your first how many? Have you recorded any episodes?

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I have recorded an episode. Okay, but I haven't released it. Because I want to get like multiple, like record multiple and then like, upload, like schedule them to upload, like on certain days. Yeah. You just want to have like a, like, ready to go. So annoying. Yeah. So have to worry about it. You know,

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that would be so ideal for us too. But like it just doesn't work out like that. But um, well, yeah, I

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mean, it's a little bit different. Because we don't do like we don't research like it's not a research, right, you know, podcast or whatever. It's not like a certain specific subject,

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which I think once we get out of this, like, streak of this type of content, I think we should do another research related episode. I agree. I like them just like drop them every now and again. It's fun, because the last one we did was the black sisters wasn't it

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wasn't? No, it was our conspiracy theory. Yeah. I never uploaded it on here. I uploaded it on YouTube. Like it's on YouTube, but I never uploaded the audio.

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Really to Spotify.

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I never uploaded it. Why did I never noticed that? I never did either.

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I mostly just listened to it on YouTube and never paid attention.

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I was like, I never uploaded it on. It was good, though.

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That was a good episode. I can still do it. Yeah, I mean, I can might as well get on there. Yeah, but um, I was thinking well, I'm not gonna spill it. We're gonna save that. Nevermind. What not

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you can't just do that. Me thinking we could

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do like the Playboy curse. Oh, well, yeah, I think that'd be fun and different. It would be so we could like I don't want to I kind of want to stay on like this type of like sexual Yeah, type thing. And then once we kind of come to a halt on that, then we have that one be like, oh, let's do something a little different. So if you guys are interested in that, let us know there's a lot of stuff revolving around the Playboy industry and just a lot of crazy weird shit that happens to these women. That has happened to the As women,

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and I don't fuck with Hugh Hefner, like, No, I don't like I, that man was disgusting.

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Yes, he was. And, and I don't mean like

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him being like a misogynistic person like he literally would like. He's just disgusting.

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Yeah. And we could dive deep into all of that, like the curse is I don't know, it could be called a conspiracy, but at the same time, it's like something that it's like, really hard for it to seem like a coincidence. It's really strange. Yeah. So if that's something you guys would be interested in, it could be a curse. It really could be

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because I mean, with Hugh Hefner, and how, what happened with Marilyn Monroe and the pictures and all that, I mean, it could have been something or someone putting a curse on you Havner who fucking never

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know, who knows, but the shit is wild. And it's a big, big, big topic. So I think I think it would be good. And I think the listeners would love that.

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So yesterday, there was a shooting yes on grocery store, hoping this

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is where you were going next in Buffalo,

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New York. The person I don't even fucking know how old he was. He was 18 Okay, an 18 year old Dr. Safaga in Buffalo, New York. With an AR 15 and shoots 10 people,

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you know, what was written on the AR 15? What? The N word? And of course, yeah, it was written on the AR I'm disgusted No, it's It's literally the worst. And he wrote a manifesto

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like 180 Page manifesto on how replacement theory or whatever made him do this. Like, the whole replacement theory is like white supremacy bullshit.

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Like configure like

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I'm not even gonna say it but he basically is saying like, they are taking like minority people are taking like minorities and replacing them with or they're replacing white people for their voting like in their voting spots. Pretty much

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you know what? It's you know this topic it pisses pisses me off, pisses you off? It pisses

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normal, I'm fucking raged.

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But here's the wild thing about the entire thing is the police took this man in peacefully. He was ready to turn the gun on himself. Let him fucking do it. Let him fucking blow Nevermind. Nevermind, let him do it. But the police said no, no, no, it's not worth it. Like just come in peacefully into custody. Like, they probably took his ass the fucking Texas Roadhouse afterwards. Probably like this is a major issue and you wonder, you wonder why Black people are so goddamn mad.

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You wonder why Black people are fucking protesting police brutality. Absolutely. Like I'm I'm over like being silent on this bullshit because I don't like to state my opinions very often. But I'm over it now. Because this proves this proves that it's not that it's not just not a race thing.

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It's absolutely and especially after the word like roe saying that ar 15 And how long is it going to be before y'all could start calling these white men terrorists

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period and they like people on Fox News? I'm gonna call them out and say they were saying oh this this kid had a mental illness like Oh Here we fucking go. Mental illness Why should

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white men always woe is me I'm mentally ill No, you're a fucking racist ass piece of shit terrorists that's what you are.

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What are we going to start holding these white supremacist accountable the kk k accountable fucking of Tucker Carlson on Fox News and Donald Trump fucking accountable because I'm fucking over it

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No it's yeah, I'm

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saying it we're posting this shit because I'm fucking over it's

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bad we it's time that people start recognizing and if you think for one fucking second if you believe like even let's let's think of Kyle Rittenhouse. These are fucking terrorists shooters. Kyle Rittenhouse wasn't trying to take well first of all, even if he was trying to take matters into his own hands, motherfucker for what? Like you were at home. You went there to shoot black people, period. And if you think otherwise, you're fucking wrong. And this guy yesterday, you can believe whatever bullshit the media tries to feed you about mental illness. send this out and the third No He's a fucking racist terrorist and

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it wasn't right people were trying to say it wasn't racially motivated is they hate crime.

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This is a hate crime. And I can promise you that if that was a person of color, Muslim, black whatever the case may be, he would have been shot dead right there on the spot. Absolutely. And he would have been a terrorist absolutely immediately terrorist attack would have been the headlines on all the news.

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Oh, especially if they were of Middle Eastern descent

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them be wearing a turban Yeah, we have a terrorist attack. Your your real terrorists in this country are white men. Your school shooters are white kids. Let's look at the fucking trends. Let's look at the statistics.

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People need to wake the fuck up.

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Oh, visits infuriating. And, and I know I know that there's going to be people that listen to this and disagree with what we're saying. That's

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fine. They can go listen to something out go listen to fucking Joe Rogan. I don't give Ben Shapiro whatever the fuck.

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But there's you you have to understand that there is a racism issue. And the media is always going to be in favor of the white man every single fucking time. Every time. You know, as well as you're sitting there listening to this episode right now. That if it would have been a black man, he would have been dead right? He would be dead.

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And how many? But then they'll try and like spin the narrative and be like, Well, what about Chicago? Well, what the fuck about it? What the fuck about it? This has nothing to do with what the fuck is going on. In Buffalo

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this was a racist hate

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crime point blank period.

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And I mean, this is this is in here. You're gonna say Oh, here you go down a rabbit hole, no tone that Donald Trump said. This is what he said. He emboldened

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these white supremacist to go out and do whatever they want to do.

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Wasn't that his words? It's something about gear up and and get ready. Standby standby. Yeah, yeah, that's what it was. So you can't ever convince me that this wasn't Donald Trump's plan all along. And you talking about? Oh, but the gas prices were so low and then we could afford food motherfucker. Get fucked.

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Period. I would rather starve to death and have Donald Trump as my president so fluidly. Like

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literally if you can't afford the fucking gas prices then walk or stay home.

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Yeah, and apparently you're not making shit if you can't afford afford fucking gas prices. Maybe you should get a better draw. Like you tell Democrats all the time, but

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don't be fucking acid work. Right.

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So and also I think it was in like a black community. grocery store. Okay,

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it was it? Absolutely. Was it this was the plan all along. It was targeted towards black people. And I don't ever ever ever want to hear nobody complaining and bitching about rioting and looting ever again.

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I don't Yeah, I don't want to fucking hear it. I don't care because I don't fuck your feelings. I don't care

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these people are tearing up businesses but yet us what are white people is taking the lives away from black people. Yeah, so miss me with that bullshit.

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Yeah, so let me guess you're not that pro life but you give a fuck about corporate America and their fucking stores getting right eluded make it make

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sense. It doesn't it doesn't. It absolutely does, like

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grow the fuck up and get some education plays next.

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And it's not funny, like I don't mean to laugh, but like it. Sometimes it is so laughable the way that these conservatives think, especially why conservatives in small towns like this.

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Because also, side note did you know I saw a statistic, like literally yesterday that in the United States, they took a poll and the average American reads only on a sixth grade fucking level. Who said that? It was a statistic. What? That like the United States as a whole. They read on a sixth grade level

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United States as a whole. I believe it. Yeah, I believe it. Absolutely. It's, it's you should be honestly, we should be embarrassed at how much the other countries sit back and fucking laugh at us

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period. It's disgusting. And I hate it here. How

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do I hate it here to hate it and like I was sitting at work the other day and I was Googling rent in Canada. And of course this conservative person was like, well go there and I can and I'm like, I fucking wish I could.

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Well, you know what, I'm not gonna fucking leave just so I can appease them. I'm gonna say Stay here and I'm gonna fucking fight what

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didn't say I'm staying right though fuck here to Donald Trump. If y'all haven't seen Mac Miller speech to Donald Trump on wasn't the Late Late Show or something like something like that you should go Google it. I would love to have the entire speech on a t shirt, man.

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I wish he was here today. Could you imagine? Yeah, no, I couldn't buy Yeah, it's

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it's it's just it's so scary the times that we're in and so scary the way people think and, and for the minorities for black people of color. Women of Color. Women in general, like wake up

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women will do women in general women are about to lose everything and people are just letting it fucking happen. Which they don't even realize it.

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No, they don't they it's but the baby's like,

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Fuck the fuck them kids.

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Kids, bro. Kids pro rove little hen is something coming soon. Her row.

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Yeah, so people don't even realize what the fuck is coming for women. If that that is overturned. It does no

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good to break it down for them. No. Well, I'm

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gonna do it anyway. Yeah,

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I mean, I'm just saying they're still gonna be like that.

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About them kids. Okay. I don't care. Fuck your feelings. Fuck your Bible, literally. So, Pro. I mean, Roe v. Wade is under the 14th Amendment under the right to privacy clause. You know what the fuck else is under the right to privacy clause? Um, let's see here. The board of Brown versus versus the Board of Education? The same sex marriage landmark case, interracial. Yes. Enter interracial marriage Loving v. Virginia. Um, what else? Oh, the right to or like the big case. It's called Oklahoma versus Skinner which is you have the right to sterilize women or a man while they are mentally like institutionalized or incarcerated. All of that all of that shit. Also, birth. Also Natural Born citizenship, like people who have immigrated here and have become like natural citizens by like naturalization, um, that is actually under the 14th Amendment too. So if Republicans win this, they could possibly take away that right to citizenship as well.

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So scary. And another thing too, that I don't think a lot of people realize this come in like a normal miscarriage is not going to be a thing anymore. As soon as you have a miscarriage, you're going to be fully investigated

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and prosecuted.

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Because your body failed you. Yeah. It's so it's unbelievable. And that people are actually okay with this. And I literally, I calmly started commenting, commenting on a pro life post. And I was actually being very kind which is unusual for me because I normally act out of pocket. I'll be the first to admit it because this shit I feel very deeply about

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right and like getting mad is just like counterproductive also, you know? So you want to try and be like civil rights.

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And I start with anyone here's the thing. I don't hate people who are against abortion. Right you you can believe what you want to believe. But there's also you can also be against it but still allow women to make that choice. You can sit here all day and be like, I'm further babies. I'm pro life but that's not my body and I'd be lying. Period. It's not that I hate you for not believing but the fact that you're actually trying to make this happen in the country. What but I commented the other day kindly, just like you know, slapping conservatives with facts that they don't ever seem to get fuck about. The moment was like, when I bet you kill kittens and puppies too. And you practice witchcraft. And I was like, bro,

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bro, that sounds like so absurd. Like, it's ridiculous.

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How they think I know like, I'm the devil

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at a third grade level, sixth grade level, because that's how far they can fucking read. Right?

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And like this woman. I mean, she was from the fucking hollers of West Virginia. And I really just wanted

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a surprise let's let's take a look at the statistics West Virginia. Oh, look, you're number 50 on literally like the least educated A country are the least educated state

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in the nation. Mountain Dew is not a substitute for Formula.

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Anyways, speaking of formula Oh yeah, shortage on that too.

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But these women have to have these babies

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Yeah, it just like it's so frustrating. It's so frustrating. And I

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know people listen to us and they're thinking thank God these two don't want to have kids.

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Yeah, at least we're not selfish to do that right?

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But I can promise you this that if Roe v Wade is overturned, and there was ever the slightest chance that I would want to have a family cuz that shit goodbye, because I'm not trading in my own life for a fucking fetus. Right? i Who's to say that I wouldn't have an ectopic pregnancy or whatever the case may be. Why? Why would I want to have a baby now?

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Like we're on our way to some Handmaid's Tale

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shit 1,000% Like

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the birth rates are so low right now like I wouldn't be surprised if we would be sex trafficked to get fucking pregnant and to repopulate they don't

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care about us no we are incubators as we That's

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it before that's it. That is it and

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me to another point, okay. I don't know. I don't know how many of our listeners actually are my friend on Facebook are seeing my fiasco with my biological father the other day. I don't even know if my biological father listens to the podcast and I'm not here to totally shit on him because at the end of the day that is my dad. I mean if we don't have the best relationship he wasn't really a big part of my life growing up never has been but oddly enough you still have love for for some reason you do you still have love I love my dad sounds I don't know anyway. But he is very much conservative and very much pro life and this that and the third which that's fine. But I had shared something that was pro choice that was asking a very valid question I have since deleted the post because my dad was getting annihilated by a bunch of women which by the way shout out to the women that were backing me up you including Hannah I was an I

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usually don't like tap in when when I tap in it's it's a rap like it's a fucking rap was infuriating.

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Yeah. Um, and, you know, when it comes to family, it's like, okay, you have you have your ways I have mine like I just I really try not to talk about it with my family because it does no good. But he was making the most just the most insensitive, hateful asked comments I've ever seen. And the fact that he has two daughters, me and my sister. And he can still call women slots and whores. And, you know, talk about well, this is just women trying to get money again. You Whoo.

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That doesn't even make sense.

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I'm not about to put my business out there like this. But what money are you talking about?

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Because if women are getting kid or if women are getting money to have kids, we would have done did that.

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It was just the most ignorant insensitive thing and like, here's the here's the shit that pisses me off the most. It's not that he's pro life. It's not that he's conservative. It's the fact that I don't get phone calls. I don't get text messages. I don't get a hey, swing by and see me for a few minutes. I don't get any of that from my dad. But when we do speak, it's because he's leaving hateful comments on my Facebook. That's where it hurts the most. And I get it. This is the only time you can talk to me is when you try to publicly embarrass me on Facebook. And he was talking about oh, I have a I had a bet with somebody for $10 that she was going to lose your shit on this post will fuck you and her or him or whoever it was. Then he was like, Are you trying to call my wife a stupid bitch? Bitch Am I being if it was your wife's and fuck her. But if it was your your best friend and fuck him if it was your I don't give a fuck if it was family or not fuck whoever you're making bets was because don't y'all have anything better to do? Why are you making bets on your own daughter? Let's grow beard.

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Yeah. How old your dad? Like 50

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Yeah, probably 5050 years old. Right? But that shit is painful. Like this is the only energy I get out of my dad. I was sobbing the other day. Like and I for the most part. I try to play tough when it comes to that because like, you have to have thick skin like and I've been blessed with a grandfather and a stepdad who were literally More way more than I could ever ask for. Shout out to rusty. He has been like Father of the Year every fucking year since I was four. Shout

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out to Bob shout out to Bob Fraser.

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They came together with my mom and they raised me they did what they didn't have to do especially rusty.

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Like he was the thought he wasn't a stepfather. He was the father that step

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he really was. I literally almost bought him something that said that one year for then I was like,

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that's kind of corny.

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Gift Card, but no, it's true. And like those words like choked me up, because like, it's so true. Like,

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because there are men that like, like, I think about him like, you didn't have to do that. You really that wasn't your that wasn't your cross to bear.

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And je sent my mom and rusty up. And you worked with mom, which if y'all don't know, Angie is her man's mom. And you worked with my mom at the treasurer's office. Back in the day mom had just went through a divorce she was single mom would just mean we were sleeping on an air mattress and a one bedroom apartment. And Auntie set my mom up with rusty. And he was actually living in Virginia Beach in the army at the time and mom would go visit every other weekend and he would come here and visit and she was a single woman with a three year old daughter. And he I just have the most vivid memories of just like him being like the best fucking dad even while they were just boyfriend girlfriend. Yeah, like just buying me stuff and taking me places like they wasn't even married when he bought me tickets to go to Disney on Ice. That shit was lit. You know? 90s Disney that shit was everything. So I'm saying all this just to say like, for my dad to have the audacity to do that type shit. When I've got a man who did everything that he could have never, ever even dreamed of. Miss me with that?

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And then isn't it like, isn't it some shit? How like, your biological? Like, whether it be you or like somebody else's biological parent leaves their biological kid and moves on to another fucking family as if you're not even in existence.

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My stepmom son and his wife are my dad's everything. They're my dad's everything. And that's cool like you again you get a thick skin and I was saying like I'm blessed to have the two that I have but like they're still a pain that's always

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gonna be we're gonna have to deep dive more into like family

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yeah, and she knows big thing and I'm sorry but like because we both

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got we both trauma we both got more trauma bonding became friends by trauma bonding. In week two, that helped with the trauma bonding really did. So

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So anyways, just I'm gonna announce it here. I'm really considering changing my last name. Because a newbie is who raised me. And I know people are like sitting you're 27 like you might get married and but I don't give a fuck if my last name is newbie for a year. I would rather associate with the man who raised me. And I don't know if my dad's listening and I'm, I'm sorry. If you are, but like, bro, we both know that it's never gonna change. So Sydney new becoming Sam. Let's hope the judges really approve that.

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Like I said, your mom didn't even have to have an abortion for your dad to lose you.

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That's just the facts, the facts. And I don't mean to like be spilling all his charm on people. But it kind of went hand in hand because he did shit all over me over this Roe v Wade thing and like, it's just like, man, like, You're not worth that. Yeah, my mom having differences of opinion and then me, okay. We'll argue because you've raised me all my life. But for you to talk to me like that. Bah, bah.

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And it's like, Why do men think that they have a reason to have like, formulate an opinion on this bullshit.

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Like, especially ones that didn't raise their own kids, right? Like,

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what? You are sitting here paying fucking child support or for like five kids that you don't even fucking raise and we're here talking about Roe v. Wade, right?

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They think they think that paying that money which by the way, nine times out of 10 baby daddies get it like taken from their texts or get threatened by the courts before they start paying. It will go that's a whole again,

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it takes a lot for them to go to jail.

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Of course, of course, but women can go to jail for having a miscarriage and yeah. So that's the world we're in today guys.

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My lip is like quivering Like so pissed. Like, I was, like ready to like fucking go in on your dad. I was mad

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a lot of everyone. I had so much support from women on that post and they were like, it takes a lot for you to go against your own dad. And they're right it does but at the same time there's there's not been much there anyways what they don't understand Yeah and like

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But your dad is always like trying to start something on your on your Facebook page.

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Me I'm so much like him. What's his sign? I don't know. He's he was born January 8. All my

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fucking god he's a Capricorn.

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Dear God,

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born on Elvis's birthday, and in the fucking sucks, it fucking sucks. And you're talking about this like, because tomorrow, he could come to me and be like, I'm sorry. I love you. I want to be a better dad. And I'd probably let him try. Because that's just who I am. But, bro, like, when you have these issues with your own dad, like that shit is so painful. And then for someone like that, to have an opinion on fucking

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a landmark decision that has to deal with you like you

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if you would have been a better parent than maybe your opinions would matter.

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A little more. A little more. Yeah, but they don't.

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But they don't. But again, I had so much support from so many women during that but eventually was just like, this is overwhelming. I'm gonna have to delete

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yeah, here we're gonna delete it soon. Like I knew it. I was just

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like, it was just a lot and like, I get it. I never meant for it to blow up that way. But like, you can't tell him nothing. You cannot tell him shit. You can

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to Capricorn. So anyway, so what else we got going on?

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So I don't know if there's any other major subjects you want to cover? I don't

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think so. But oh, I saw a tweet today. I forgot to tell you about. It said like I literally saw this at like 12 o'clock and it said my toxic tray is thinking I have a chance with Timothy shell. May you I didn't like the tweet because like, What the fuck are you talking about? I do have I

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do and and since since it's such a perfect time for me to manifest I'm gonna put that in the air and the universe will worry you. I'm sure Skyler will love that. Yeah. Would you be open to a three way relationship with the both of them job since this has been so on?

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Why are you gonna do me like that? It

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would if Timothy was like, Look, I'm cool with you having a boyfriend like, oh, you wouldn't move him in here.

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That Are you serious?

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dead ass?

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No. Calvin moved out. to New York,

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you would take car with you or no, no. So it's basically like you're literally out if Timmy ever comes to

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an Audi 5000 New York State is a pro choice state.

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That's true. That's true. That's major.

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So yeah, I saw that. And I just like had to

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put it out there. This is not it's not toxic. If it's true.

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I'm like, it's not a toxic train because I do have a chance. 1,000%

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I believe you know how I feel on

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okay. Yeah, so there we go. That's the only thing left? Why, okay. Anyway,

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we have started this thing now, which we we've brought this up a million times since we started the podcast and like, I feel like we've tried to post it before but we didn't do it anonymously. Now we've got like this anonymous link where people can go on and say whatever the fuck they want. They can say hi, they can send words of encouragement say

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your fucking horse. cores that are

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baby killers like anything you want to say we'll address it. I think it would actually be really fun to have some hate on there. So our haters, please comment. I would love that. I'm asked for advice. Leave juicy secrets. I don't give a fuck what you say. But just engage with it. Yeah, so what we've decided to do and because this is like the main portion of our episode today, but I think you agree that we'll we're just gonna leave it pinned to the top of our Facebook group. Yeah. And anytime something comes to mind. Like if you have a question or you want to say something, just click that link leave it and we will check it every episode. Yeah,

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I'll put it in like our on our website, too. Yeah,

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yeah, so we're just gonna check it every episode and we're gonna be like, we have submissions. Like let's talk about it. Yeah, but over the past few days, we've got about I would say about eight to nine submissions which I

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Yeah, cuz I mean if we answer them and we elaborate it'll take a while say

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yes. And by the way, guys, I swear to God like this is truly anonymous. Like, we live we don't know the name, we literally can't see who you are. The only thing it has is like the date and time that you left it. So our very first one said hi, so hi. Hello, whoever you are. Hello. The second one was our the most lengthy one. And I will read it it says so story I used to hook up with a really attractive guy who had money had his shit together. All the things that we love. Yeah. Worked out was super clean. He was a clean freak, all the things that we look for, but when we had sex, and he got off, he always left as he was nothing. This first instead, I thought this was the weirdest shit ever and made me feel like what the fuck is wrong with me? So months after our fling ended, I decided we should only be friends. I hooked him and one of my girlfriends up. I never told her about this comb laugh. So once they started sleeping together and it was going south, I finally asked how the sex was. She said good, but kind of awkward. And I asked her does he laugh when he comes? And she said, Yes. So sure enough, it's a him thing. That's probably the weirdest sexual encounter ever. That in a one night stand telling me he was in love with me while he was fucking me. That's a lot to unpack.

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Yeah, yeah, it is. I've actually heard about the nut laugh before.

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I don't think it's as weird as it sounds.

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I think I've definitely heard that from somewhere. I don't know where but I have.

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Because I feel like that, like obviously when you orgasm. It's like super euphoric. Like, it's like, yeah, all the good films. I've probably giggled before during that TMI, but I'm but why not like it like a full blown laugh that I've probably been like, hey, like, always do it. You know what I'm saying? I don't think it's as awkward. Um, it might be awkward, but I don't think it's as strange. Because like,

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I think like, I think if like you were both like coming at this, like, simultaneously, it wouldn't be as weird right?

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It'd be a lot less awkward. But I think that scientifically, that's probably very normal.

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You know, since you said scientifically, I think I read somewhere that it's like, like, it's a scientific thing that men laugh. Yeah. And they come.

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Yeah. And I think it has a lot to do with like, all of the what is an endorphin? Yeah, they like it. Probably. Because laughing is a ton of endorphins. It releases Thank you happy they do. I think um, it's probably very normal, but I can see it. I guess it depends on how fucking hard he was laughing to like, a full blown like belly laughter where he was like, crying. I could see where he would be like, yeah, like, what the fuck is wrong with you?

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And maybe he was like, trying to hold back like, like a moon. Like he has to hold that back. I don't know.

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But I don't know that if I was in that position. I would like assume anything was wrong with me because obviously you got off so clearly, it ain't shit wrong with me. Right? But the fact that you sent this man to your home girl without telling her kind of funny, but

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maybe she like wanted to see if it was her. True.

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I guess it's a good way to like, Hey, you should fuck this guy. Let me know how it goes.

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Let me know. I want to see Yeah, I'm trying to see something.

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Yeah, so I think I think you you are valid and fill in like, cuz like concern and like awkward, but I also think in his defense that it's like a thing. I really can see how it would be a thing. And as far as the one night stand telling you, he loves you. Again, I'm playing devil's advocate here. But sexual feelings can make you stay and do

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I think a lot of men and women do that I've likely done like I don't think they're like saying I love you I think like I love this this is fucking great. Yeah like I love fucking yeah

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I think I think sex and like the all again back to the endorphins like I think all of that can really make you just be overly affectionate. Probably overly stimulated. Yeah, like because I do a lot of like, grabbing, like during sex like grabbing hair like and it's just like I just want to fucking like, because it's so good. Like, you know, I'm saying like, I just like I don't know. I can see where people would say shit that they don't unnecessarily mean like he probably after the fact after he said that to you he was probably like the fuck. Oh my god.

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Yeah again like I think it was like I don't love you I love ya. Fucking Yeah.

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Whatever man was to tell me that cool like that's I think that type of shit would also turn me on yeah now you love this. You do the golden goose golden game? Yes. So to the listener that submitted that Congratulations you have a golden goose

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Yeah, you come to the club. Welcome to the golden ticket club where Timothy shallow may will be your tour guide considering he is going to be Willy Wonka. Yes, indeed.

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So that was a really fun submission. Thanks for telling us about that. I know. It's great. I will say if this person your one night stand continued to text you and tell you his feelings like yeah, that's awkward and strange. But again, congratulations, you have a golden goose that's all that means you gotta get a Steve. So our next one was someone just saying you too are killing it. My favorite was the drunk talk. Thank you so much. And I can totally tell I think I could be wrong. But I think this is a submission from a man just by the way that they typed. Listen, man, we appreciate you so much. Yeah, tuning in. Like, I think for me and Hannah. It's like a huge shock that men enjoy our show.

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Yeah, we get texts, like messages or not text messages, mainly from men. Yeah,

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letting us know how much they love the show. And like, I think that's super fucking cool. Because yeah, it just goes to show that men can also relate and understand where we are coming from but also want to know our secrets did they're definitely be a nosy too. They

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want to know a woman secret.

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And this is the perfect place for you to get them. So tell your homeboys about it. Send them our way. So thank you for that compliment. Because everybody's support like means the world and we get really giddy when people say things like that because we're really fucking trying. Yeah, um, the next admission says what are your thoughts on the use of cannabis? Both medically and recreational?

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For 20 friendly over here? Milkweed every day?

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Why? Look, you are literally asking to have the biggest pot heads that ever walked at one point. Yeah, like when we tell y'all that we really was high all the time. We're not joking. Like Hannah and I again trauma bond. That the we bond, we really came together on weed. I had the shit and it had the car. She had the gas can get alcohol. She and she would pitch in on the weed to like we really smoked weed a lot together.

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Even after work. Like when we started working together. We would like we rolled up like a book

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guy like I wouldn't be texting her at 12 o'clock on lunch like hey, I've got blonde raps. Ready to roll on come scoop me. I'm pretty sure one day you picked me up. And we are high we literally rode around to like Radford. I don't remember we was on the interstate we was on Interstate 81 high as fuck Okay listen, it was the day that my phone was cut off and you had to take me to that gas station.

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Okay, I remember no we went to with wool we use out there we went to Wytheville I'm I'm like blatantly remembering this now. Fuck Can we go there?

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Bitch. We were riding around riding around 45 minutes away from our home we eat in the car.

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When this was illegal, illegal Yeah, we were

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smoking blunts on anyone. So with all this being said we absolutely Stan marijuana recreationally. Especially medicinally because literally this stuff can really do shit for people. Yes. Which is why it wasn't legal in the first place. Because if marijuana really starts helping people like we know it can the medical industry is going to lose money.

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You can say goodbye to opioids.

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Exactly. And we all know that the government doesn't like that. So again, yes, we are very 420 friendly here on the PvP. I don't personally smoke it anymore, but that's not by choice because if I didn't have a panic disorder Yeah, you girl would be high right the fuck now?

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I actually even sent you a text message earlier like me listening to Kid

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Cudi after I smoked weed out of a Pepsi

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and like I would smoke because before I had Listen, I was terrible with money like and I'll tell you I will tell you like I was literally a piece of shit. And all I would spend my money on me weed and like I wouldn't be able to have my money sitting in

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the dark because you'd be like my phone's cut off. Oh, I wonder why? Because I spend my $100

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on a fucking bag would be sitting in the dark at my house because my electric would be cut off but we'd be high though, behind though, but like I would literally smoke out of Pepsi cans because I couldn't afford pieces. And like that's bad for you. You shouldn't do this. But bro like you could take a little knife and you would stab it on one end and you would stab it on the side for the choke and you would like that bitch up it would be so aggravating to because I would never have screens and like the weed would fall down in the Pepsi like in the can and it is a fucking Chuck and green and there we gotta get the shit out. Like I would savor every piece and we you have no idea no idea I was a theme you'd be smoking and Keith

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period period

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we will be smoking like fucking mid like

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listen I never had

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we never had like we always smoked mid I never had to beef with me it's got me like it's not mad no

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today's wheat is different. Today's wheat has got some Melson

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no because like I I've been I don't get high like every day obviously. Yeah, I went scholars like Hey, I got weed smoke Yeah, I'm like Alright cool. Um it really something i i

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Sometimes I wonder I don't know that I'll ever go back to smoking again. I hope I do. Like again i Let me just make it very clear that I would absolutely smoke if I didn't have panic attacks but the mids was never people were like oh you smoking that dirty damn fucking right I'm hot as hell oil flip them seeds out the bag I don't give a fuck

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care like half the weight on the scale seeds yeah

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like this one even like green at all. And like

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the moment that we would get some real fucking fire I would be stuck on the like I would be like in a fucking zone lit and especially hitting it out of that clean after war bomb I must have came across some money and was able to buy a $70 rohrbaugh

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for Chris I got my Christmas money

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I'm telling you Hannah and I we really crazy bug and

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I think we could dedicate dedicate an entire episode of Just our weed stories.

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Like I was like some fucking like

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but bro, like, I'm telling you like, people will be like, Oh, you smoking that dirt? Yeah, but don't act like you didn't get high. Yeah, you got I was high as fuck. But you got to understand this was like back in the early days before people were super open about smoking. 2014 It was like people weren't that open about it as they are now. And back then around here, especially in an area like this. You didn't have those those dealers that were crossing state lines to go get the gas. Yeah.

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And you had to be careful to be very careful because in this in this area, they don't give a fuck like they will. They'll be like, Oh, I have nothing better to do. Let me like arrest this 17 year old for fucking lunch, which by the way, we need to expunge all marijuana charges. I just want to let that be clear. Absolutely.

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So um, but yeah, I mean, we was really smoking weed when it wasn't easy to do it. I mean, it really wasn't. And we was actually pretty fucking reckless. Like we were the fact that we didn't go to jail on a marijuana charge is really shocking to me.

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Especially driving.

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I was like, why is the most euphoric place to smoke a goddamn blonde in the car? We could get pulled over because we get pulled over you roll that window down, bro. The cop is getting hit with straight skunk immediately. Immediately. Oh, you know, yeah, it's cool. That weed is legal. But y'all really got it easy. Now, Hannah and I was doing it back in the OG days when she it was not easy to do. So

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you were rolling like the blondes in my in my car.

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It would be two to three at a time. Yeah. I would be like, hey, go pull over here behind these trees. Me roll this up real quick. Here you go bitch. Draw that shit off with the LIDAR. Let me the reason

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why it's so euphoric to drive and smoke in cars because of the Muse de us.

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Oh my God. Listen, there was nothing better than Lana Del Rey on a backroad while I was high, like issue issues, bro. There's nothing better than that. There's nothing better. Lana Del Rey. For the potheads period, I'm telling you to cut he also Rue Bush road and Radford a blunt and video games by Lana Del Rey is the best mixture I you can never convinced

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it was like the OG like yeah, we'd

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1000 Plus likes to

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me like he like set the tone for like marijuana.

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Absolutely, absolutely. pursuit of happiness that you would be going down like this zone like it just like, yeah, like there's nothing better I miss

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those days in a trance. So if

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you guys want a whole episode of mine and Hannah's high stories,

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we basically just did a whole I'm just kidding. Yeah, it's it'll be called like, hi, Diaz.

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That's trademarked.

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Don't don't think intellectual property is

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Yeah. So again, to our listeners that are smokers, we love it. Like good for you. Yeah. Trust me. I would still be doing it. Yeah. Um, the next one, which is? Where did it go? Bro? Please. Islands screenshot it? Oh, here it is. Okay. It says I'm in a serious relationship. I don't want to be in.

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Like, it's mean. The juice.

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And my boyfriend has absolutely no idea. He or she, I guess I'm assuming she but it could be a heat because you know, they guys,

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girls, gays. And they.

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They said I don't know how to break up with him. Because it would be a complete shock to him and break his heart. There's no one else. There's nothing he's done. I'm just not happy anymore. And I want to be single. What should I do?

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Do what's best for you break up with them? Break up to boyfriend? Yeah. You can hit in and

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listen, she didn't have snap that? Yeah. Look, the answer is simple. You have to break up with them. Like, not only for yourself, like the number one answer is you have to do what's best for you. But at the same time, you can't drag somebody along. Right. You know, I have to I have to play both sides here. Because I also know it's easier said than done. Definitely. And I don't know who you are. I don't know if you have children? I don't know. I don't know. We don't know. They didn't tell. I don't know how long have you been together? And I'm sure if you do have kids, that makes it harder but people using kids as an excuse to stay with somebody like an abuser or somebody they don't want to be with like, no.

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Did you know In the state of Missouri, you can not fall for divorce if you're pregnant. Shocker. I know so quicker. Fun fact there don't. Missouri more like misery,

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misery backs. But no, really like you have to get out. Like if you don't want to be there and you're not happy. Don't make yourself miserable. Because here on the PBP we are very huge advocates for mental health. And for sure. Being in a relationship that you don't want to be in is damaging. Yes. It's

01:03:08,070 → 01:03:11,580

gonna make it like 10 times worse on you.

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And I think and I know, it's hard because like you don't, there's so many what ifs after a breakup, like what if he he finds somebody else that shits gonna hurt or what if I don't find somebody? Like, I get that?

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Yeah, I mean, I mean, I used to get those thoughts. What like, what if I never find somebody? Yeah, for me? Yeah. Like I never like before I got with Skyler. I didn't think that I would ever be with anybody. Yeah, ever again. And I was like, I was ready. Like I was prepared for that. For some reason, right up.

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Yeah, no, I get it. But I can honestly say that every time I've been scared to go through a breakup. Once I did, it was like the most euphoric, like happy feeling ever. Like I was like, I'm so much happier. So I think there's gonna be nothing but happiness and self love on the other side of that door for you. So I think you need to take that chance and do what's best for you don't keep yourself in a miserable situation. And you know, communication and honesty with your partner is number one key you you have to let this man know that you're not in love with him anymore. You have to I'm going to present and that's just our advice. That's the key but we wish you best of luck. Yes. And hop back on the message board and let us know how it goes. Yeah. Do you want to read the next to Hannah?

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I can. Jesus, okay. Um, excuse me. Have either of you ever struggled with an eating disorder?

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Most likely one loss it is um, as far as not eating now. Trigger warning by the way. Yeah. Trigger warning. It's a very serious issue. Yes. If you if you're going through that we are with you. Our hearts are with you. Yeah. Body image is such a A shitty subject it really is a heavy topic it is. I would say that. I don't know if you would classify this as an eating disorder, but like, I'm in a very unhealthy relationship with food. Yeah, your girl loves to eat. And it is clearly shown in my health and my self image, my body image, like I am not happy with where I am. And I fucking hate talking about it because like, I'm very self conscious. But

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I think the thing was like body image and like weight, you know, loss or gain and eating disorders are it's becoming more like you're more able to talk about it now. Yeah, like, it's like, you're like people aren't like, Oh, don't talk about you know, don't talk about it. I think it's like, really important for other people to hear it the if they're struggling with the same thing it

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is. And the truth behind all of it is that media has made especially social media has put out such an unrealistic fucking image for women to try to live up to look, your favorite celebrity. She had a fucking BBL baby. Yeah, yes. She had worked on period. I don't give a fuck a bunch of overriden bras did not look like that her stomach did not look like that. Nobody naturally looks like

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her lips didn't look like that. She got a fucking chin lift.

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Exactly. People with money. They paid for that.

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And don't think that I wouldn't do it in a heartbeat. If I didn't have all that cash.

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1,000% But you you cannot look at these people and expect to look that way. Unless you have that kind of money you can pay for it. But they didn't look that way. And I think you have to understand like roles and and in even people that are that might feel they're too skinny. Like, everything is so normal. Normal people start start looking at normal people. And asking yourself like or telling yourself like, Hey, I kind of look like this girl. That's because it's normal. Yeah, you get what I'm saying? I hope that makes sense. But you can't compare yourself to the to the to the Instagram baddies. You just can't Yeah, you just can't do it,

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bro. Did you see that Kanye West called Kim that she told him. She Oh my fucking god. I can't talk words. Kanye called Kim and told her that she looked like Marge Simpson.

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I seen that. I see. I'm sorry. I'm fucking laughed. It's funny, but it's not funny. Marge Simpson. She did fun, but hilarious. I can't say still mean,

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because Kanye is just not

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a nice person, asshole. Um, I've not ever struggled with not eating no. I love to eat. But that's also one

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disorder can also be over

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overeating. Yeah. And again, it was a lot worse when I was smoking.

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Well, yeah, we were using Do you want to cosmic brownie? Oh, yeah. Really? I do.

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Thank you for asking.

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I won't say that. Now I eat like as much like in quantity, but I don't eat healthy. Yeah, and like, every single fucking time that I like, try to eat healthy. It just, I lose it. Like I have a really hard time with like staying on track. So that that's my relationship with food.

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Yeah, I, I personally have never struggled with either or Yeah, like, I've never felt the need to like, be like, you know, super skinny, right? Or, you know, feel the need to like, eat and then like, you know, binge and purge, right. I've never felt the need to do that. Yeah. Um, and I know a lot. A lot of women and girls struggle really bad with eating disorders.

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It's sad. And a lot of it is so like, closeted to Yeah, I don't

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even think I knew like, what an eating disorder was like, when I was a kid, but like, now, I mean, it's like a huge thing.

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And it's that it's because of fucking social media too. A lot of it has to do with that like, and again, there's nothing I can't really give advice on that particular subject because I've not ever struggled with it, but and I'm not going to sit here and say love yourself, because that's just hard to do sometimes. Yeah. So I would just highly suggest seeking professional help for those issues, because it's very important. Therapy. Yeah. 1,000% I can tell you that I find beauty in literally every woman like I think women are fucking amazing, obviously. And like I find I find beauty in everyone. So don't be so hard on yourself, but I'm not gonna sit here and be that person that's like, love your body. You're beautiful the way you are

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now that's toxic positive, right? So, I'm not gonna do that you don't do that around.

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I'm just, I just want you to know that you put 100

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Yeah, we say, we want you to be happy and healthy. But some days you just don't fucking feel that way. And that's on period

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and that's okay. That's normal. That's being a normal human being. But again, we will always, always, always highly suggest therapy. You know, professional help. That's where you need to be if you're struggling with those things. And our heart is with you.

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Yes, so absolutely. Okay, is this the last one? Yes. Okay. Do you have any childhood traumas? And if so, how are they affecting you today? And how and you what? Do you have any childhood traumas? And if so, how are they affecting you today? And how and you working through them? I think they meant to say how are

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you are going through them through them? Yeah. I look, I don't think I had a very great childhood. I really did. I had a very loving family. I was always surrounded by beautiful, wonderful people. I think my biggest trauma comes from my, my dad, like just something that stuck with me all my life is him not being around. And I'm working through that by just accepting that that person is never going to change. Right? And I'm clinging to the ones that do love me

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right. So I think you like starting to learn that once you get older like as you get older you do Yeah, you learn more but as for me, yes. I think we should save it for like another episode like a whole episode on like, Mommy and Daddy issues. Because we got them. Yeah, we got. But for me it is mommy and daddy issues. Yes. I was raised by my grandparents shut out. They were like, my parents. They're They're the best. They really are the fucking baddest people ever love them? Never did they ever calls me trauma ever

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day you literally like they are literally the best like, hello so spoiled and like loved and like, yeah, only only child syndrome over here.

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And like I'm the walking definition of only child syndrome. Yeah. Um, but like, they were always there for me. Like they went to all my games. They always showed up for me. And like, never, you know, did one cruel thing to me except like, give me you know, everything that I could ever want.

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They're awesome. Yeah, I'm actually actually related to them. In my family line somewhere. How I swear my mom told me where I don't ask them as Barb. Okay. We'll ask her. It's very I mean, obviously distant, distant, but

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yeah, well, someone's you would be related to

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me because what is Barbara's maiden name?

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McCroskey? I don't know you have to might be through my grandpa, because he's from narrows.

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Yes, I think it is through your grandpa. It is very distant. But you have to ask her. Because I can't remember what my mom said. But that. That's why they were close with my grandparents. They knew my grandma.

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My grandpa went to narrows. Yes, yeah. So anyway, so anyways,

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I'm breaking news, Hannah and I are cousins

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somehow. My whole fucking family tree and somehow I don't know this.

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I'm telling you, unless there's a misconception somewhere. But my mom my and my grandpa told me that.

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Okay, well, let me know if you find out first. So but with my with my trauma. You know, my mom and my daddy issues. There's a lot to unpack unpack there because my I love my mom. There was a time that I fucking despise my mom that I didn't want any fucking thing to do with her. Like, I literally told her to her face that I didn't want to ever talk to her again. And I didn't want her at my fucking wedding ever. And like, now, I mean, things are better. Yeah. But I think I've like come to a conclusion of like, trying to understand that my mom does. You know she she has a man Toy illness. Yeah. And she, she tries to take care of it. But dealing with a bipolar disorder is like one of the worst things you can deal with. Yeah, I'm sure. I mean, look at Kanye. I mean, it's my mom's not like Kanye West. You she's not a narcissist, right? She's not an artist. She's like more manic. Yeah.

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She's doing her best. And I've always

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I've been terrified that I like because it's more likely that a woman like it was it's passed down to you. And I've always been afraid. Yeah, sure. But we'll talk about that in like another episode because I got a lot.

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Yeah, we like to save our good shit for a full episode.

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Because I'm sure a lot of people can relate to the

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person that present. And I think I think people I've talked about mine a couple of times. So it's, it's hard. It's hard. Because, you know, growing up, I would always see those girls with the biological dads and like, being like, I'm, I'm daddy's girl, like, he's my whole world. And I'm like,

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Yeah, like that nuclear family.

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Yeah, it's like, it is hard saying that even even though and my mom will always say, Well, you have rusty. Yeah, you, you damn right. I have rusty. And I love him. And I'm grateful. And I didn't laugh because of him. But there's always going to

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be like, Why? Like, yeah, doesn't my dad feel the same? Right?

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Right. It's different. So um,

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because that's kind of how I feel with my mother. The exact same way like you feel.

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Yeah, it's hard. It's hard. And so that that'll be something good to talk about. On another episode, but whoever submitted that particular question, you know, whatever trauma you're dealing with, I am so sorry. But again, I can't offer advice on something that I'm not really technically experienced in. I'm not a professional therapist. I'm just a shit talker on a podcast. So again, I would absolutely always suggest professional help.

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Yes. And we will elaborate further on your question. On another episode. Stay tuned. Yeah. Because, honestly, it's a lot to deal with. It's a lot to talk about. It's

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a broad topic. It is heavy. So

01:17:29,670 → 01:17:33,210

yeah, I think we've had enough heavy Yes, for today.

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This episode has been deep, but it's good. It's good. And Elon, and I want to say that again. I want to reiterate that that that particular link is there for things like that. Hannah and I you're gonna be like, Why the fuck would we want to take advice from y'all like I get it. But we can offer from our point of view, sometimes it just helps to have someone else's point of view,

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Insight experience.

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Exactly. So that link is always going to be there to utilize and again, we're going to check that every time we record and we're just going to be like So on today's submissions, and then we'll go from there. Period. So I'm also merch do we want to announce

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stay tuned?

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Stay tuned. Yeah, we are working with the lovely Beth Pennington and what is its Woodcreek What is the name of her business best Don't kill me. Don't kill me. Just please hold I want to shout out her business because she made this beautiful sweater that I'm wearing now. Sweet Tea boutique on Wolf Creek. Y'all go check her out on Facebook. She makes sweatshirts T shirts, cups, stickers, air fresheners. I don't if she does it all. This woman does it all from I believe her garage and she does great work. I'm actually wearing a shirt now that she made for me that I picked up yesterday. And it is Captain Jack Sparrow aka daddy Depp and says I'll have the mega pint and it's me showing my support for Johnny Depp in his his court battle with Amber turd. So we have partnered with her she is sending over ideas for our merch. We are just still in the works of like finalizing what we want to put out there for sale. And I believe there's going to be some like fundraising off of one of the particular shirts. Yes, so we won't really release that information now because we want to surprise you. With the designs. We're gonna have one that is very much centered around just our logo and like support for the show and then one that is centered around a particular subject where we will go name rights campaign, human rights case I'm paying a few bill because you know, we're all about that here, but we will donate those proceeds to that particular campaign. So, um, that's coming soon. And by the way the samples that she sent me so fucking cute fire. We just needed one more little color in there. I'm excited. Um, so yeah, anything else you want to add?

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I don't think so. I think we're good to go.

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Yeah. I'm also Spotify was down on our back now it's back. Yeah.

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I went back and forth with the customer or like support for like, four fucking days Spotify

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was throwing a temper tantrum nowadays. Yeah, but I think Hannah got it worked out. It's back. Now it is. So anyways, this was a fun episode.

01:20:44,130 → 01:20:58,080

Yeah, it was but I'm like the face book group page and subscribe actually on our or our mailing list on our website. Oh, yeah,

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the website, you guys it's up, like it's up and running. And like, it's so fucking cute. Hannah worked her ass off on this website. There's a lot of fun things on there. Like you can subscribe to our mailing list and like get updates from us. And there's just a lot of fun things on there. I think we're gonna add pictures of us and like in the BIOS and things like that at some point. But like that is really a good place to stay up to date on all things. P BP, and also our Facebook group. That's the one social that we utilize the most

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in our Twitter page. Please follow our Twitter page. Yeah, because anyone

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Twitter is really good. Because we can hashtag and like, engage with like, you know, other people, right? Yeah. So if you could follow that and kind of boost us that would be great. Yes.

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Facebook is actually getting rid of podcast. And Facebook is a bitch on what was it June 3, something

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like that. So we're not going to be able to post our links on there anymore. Yeah, we'll definitely still have the group because that's a good place to like, make announcements and like interact with you guys. But we're not going to be able to be like, here's the link to our new episode. You're going to have to follow our other socials and especially that website, that's the perfect place to be. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. And

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or Instagram, or Instagram. Yeah,

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we brought it back. Uh, yeah, I'm trying to. I'm trying to get it back.

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We're back to the audio grams, I believe. Yes. So anyways,

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yeah. So thank you guys so much for listening, and we'll talk to you all in the next one. Bye.

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